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1 - Who was the last person you texted?

My bestfrand

2 - When is your birthday?

March 22nd

3 - Who do you want to be with right now?

Christian♥

4 - What sports do you play?

Tennis

5 - Who is the first person in your contacts?

92.3 (NY Radio Station)

6 - What is your favorite song as of the moment?

Christina Grimmie’s version of Somebody That I Used To Know, Everything Youre Not by Demi Lovato, and Die in Your Arms by Justin Bieber.

7 - What chocolate is your favorite?

Milk Chocolate

8 - How many boyfriends have you had?

Two , ugh. The first one cheated, the second one left for another girl.

9 - Why did you create a Tumblr account?

My friend (Well, he doesnt talk to me anymore but I have no reason to not like him) Robert made me a tumblr.

10 - Who is your favorite blogger?

blessingscomewithpatience and staypozitive

11 - Where do you want to be right now?

New York! Or LA :)

12 - What do you want to be in the future?

Anything with music involved.

13 - When was the last time you cried? Why?

Last night, cause I felt like it..

14 - If you were given a chance, would you like to have a different life?

Yes.

15 - What was the best thing you were ever given?

Music♥

16 - Who was the last person who called you?

Gabby Gagaloo :D

17 - Who is your bestfriend?

Ralph and Brandon :)

18 - What is your biggest regret?

Hm, not sure.

19 - What is your favorite dish?

Macaroni and Cheese :D or Steak, lol

20 - What kind of music do you listen to?

Anything except country, ew.

21 - Who was the last person you hugged?

My dog♥ He IS a person ;P

22 -Do you have troubles sleeping at night?

Yeaah.

23 - Who do you spend crazy moments with?

My best friends.

24 - From whom was the last text message you received?

One of my best friends

25 - Are you over your past?

Nope.

26 - Do you like someone as of the moment?

Uh, he doesnt know I exist :x lol

27 - Do you have any phobias?

Yeah..

28 - Did you try to change for a person?

Nope.

29 -  What would you want to say to your latest ex-boyfriend?

I hope you’re happy.. But don’t come crawling back in the future. I’m not a second choice.

30 - How long is your longest relationship?

13 months.

31 - What do you prefer, jeans or skirt?

Jeans!

32 - Are you in a good or bad mood?

I’m indifferent, just sleepy.

33 -Would you go back to your previous relationship?

Honestly, I thought I would.. but now that I think about it, FUCK TO THE NO!

34 - Name someone you can’t live without.

Demi Lovato, she gave me strength.

35 - Describe your dream date.

Starbucks, Movies, Summer walks♥

36 - Describe your dream wedding.

Hmm.. Not sure :)

37 - How many roses did you receive last Valentine’s?

Uh.. none :D

38 - Are you a crybaby?

Yes, haha.

39 - Can you do something stupid for someone else?

Probably -.-

40 - Do you regret your past?

Hm. some things.

41 - Do people praise you for your looks?

Actually, yes. They tell me I look beautiful even though I dont wear makeup.

42 - Did you fall for someone you shouldn’t?

Yeah, I guess.

43 -  Have you ever done something bad but you don’t regret?

Yurrpp.

44 - Have you ever cried over someone?

Ugh, yes.

45 - Do you have a grudge against anyone?

Nope.

46 - If you can change anything about yourself, what is it?

I dont really know…

47 - Do you love someone as of the moment?

I DONT EVEN KNOW, lol

48 - Have you ever thought of killing yourself?

There was a point in my life where my life seemed insignificant. After contemplating the worth of my life and looking into the future, I realized that there is meaning to my existence.

49 - Do you have issues with somebody in your school?

Noooope

50 - Are you a KPOP fan?

Huh?

51 - Can you live without internet?

LOL, no.

52 - What’s the song that reminds you of your special someone?

 Sexy and I Know It, cause of his youtube video for it :’D

53 - Do you study hard?

I never study.

54 - Are you good at holding back your tears?

Yes. Until I’m alone.

55 - Did you have an accident last year?

No :)

56 - Are you a crybaby?

YEAH.

57 - Have you ever experienced being hysterical?

Yesss.

58 - Have you ever thought of killing someone?

I think everyone has played a scenario or two.

59 - Have you ever been jealous?

Yupp.

60 - What are you thinking right now?

Doctor Stalker (;

61 - What kind of person are you?

You tell me?

62 - Do you have any memories you want to erase?

Yes.

63 - Are you broken-hearted?

To an extent.

64 - Have you been hurt so bad that you can’t find words to explain how you feel?

DEFINITELY.

65 - Did you ever badmouth someone?

Maybe when I was younger and didn’t know any better.

66 - Have you ever had an argument with someone?

Yeah.

67 - Do you have trust issues?

Yes..

68 - Who’s the person who first comes to your mind when someone mentions “love”?

Christian Beadles.

69 - Do you think all the pain is worth it?

Hm, if you Stay Strong, then yes.

70 - Who do you want to marry?

I dont know..

71 - Name one of your ex-boyfriends/ex-girlfriends.

If they were worth naming.

72 - What should you be doing right now?

Sleeping.

73 - Have you found your true love?

Fuck that shit, no I havent. Thought I did. But apparently not.

74 - Did you ever feel like you’re not good enough?

All the time.

75 - Do you believe that first true love never dies?

Not sure.

76 - Do you believe in the phrase “If it’s meant to be, it will be”?

Yess, definitely.

77 - Do you believe in destiny?

“Look for the dream that keeps coming back. It is your destiny.” :)

78 - How do you look right now?

Sleepy, bum look.

79 - Have you ever thought “I already found my soulmate”?

I’m a girl, of course I have. But it turns into bullshit.

Fun Survey?

• 1. Shoe Size: 6
• 2. Sexual Orientation: Straight
• 3. Do you Smoke? Nopee.
• 4. Do you Drink? No.
• 5. Do you Take Drugs? No.
• 6. Age you get mistaken for: 18, like WTF? lol.
• 7. Have Tattoos? Noo :(.
• 8. Want any tattoos? YES ! 2. Stay Strong, & Never Look Back on my back.
• 9. Got any Piercings? My ears.
• 10. Want any piercings? Eh, not really.
• 11. Best friend? RALPH and BRANDON!
• 12. Relationship status: Single, don’t want another relationship right now. I dont bounce back within a week. Yeah.
• 13. Biggest turn ons: Sweet text messages, skater hair, cute smile, average height, being involved with music, HUMOR! & someone silly like me :)
• 14. Biggest turn offs: Liars, Players, Guys that dont put effort, um.. LIARS, again,  unfaithful.
• 15. Favorite Movie: Grown Ups!
• 16. I’ll love you if: You make me feel beautiful♥ & make me laugh, and be silly with me :)
• 17. Someone you miss: My grandmother, goodness gracious. I need her♥ RIP</3
• 18. Most traumatic experience: Almost hit by a car, lol. Um. My grandmother’s death :/
•  19. A fact about your personality: I’m super weird, and I’m bipolar. I love laughing, but crying makes me feel better too. And I talk a lot, and I need people I can vent to cause I cant keep everything inside.
• 20. What I hate most about myself: I dont look before I fall, I just fall :/ & I get confident, I lose confidence. I get confident, lose it, etc. & I’m underweight. I let my heart get played by three guys already, still havent learned my lesson.
• 21. What I love most about myself: I’m friendly :) And my passion for music. And I dont wear makeup unless it’s an occasion, Oh and I have a 4.0 GPA :]
• 22. What I want to be when I get older: A music engineer, a music composer, or a singer :D
• 23. My relationship with my sibling(s): Dont have any.
• 24. My relationship with my parents: Eh, it’s a broken relationship.
• 25. My idea of a perfect date: Just walking around, stopping at Starbucks, and laying down at his house watching a movie, cuddling :3 
• 26. My biggest pet peeves: You’re and Your, Omfg. and nosey ass people!
• 27. A description of the boy I like: He doesnt know I exist. He’s hilarious. He’s super attractive. He seems like such a sweet, caring guy. And he seems like he’d be the perfect boyfriend. I’m honestly surprised he’s single. He lives in Georgia, but right now he’s in LA :/ But when we meet, ah. If we meet, it’ll be the best day ever♥
• 28. A description of the person I dislike the most: Which one? lol
• 29. A reason I’ve lied to a friend: Family secrets.
• 30. What I hate the most about school: It only has 1200 kids, I’m used to bigger schools. Oh, and too much drama.
• 31. What my last text message says: Okiee dokes :D
• 32. What words upset me the most: Swag, YOLO.
•  33. What words make me feel the best about myself: ”Youre so beautiful, smart, and talented.” Omg♥
• 34. A wish that I’ve wished for repeatedly on 11:11: That all my dreams will come true.
• 35. What I find attractive in men: Humor and any musical ability whatsoever.
• 36. Where I would like to live: Long Island,NY or Westchester.
• 37. One of my insecurities: That everyone is better than me. And my teeth.
• 38. My childhood career choice: A singer.
• 39. My favorite ice cream: Coffee Ice Cream, or Coconut Ice Cream.
• 40. Who I wish I could be: A stronger, more confident, teenage girl.
• 41. Where I want to be right now: Madison Square Garden
• 42. The last thing I ate: Mac & Cheese and Barbqeue Chicken.
• 43. Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately: CJB♥
• 44. A random fact about anything The song Skyscraper has saved hundreds of teenage lives.

Random Survey

Who is the last person you ran into unexpectedly?
I can’t remember.

Who sits behind you in math?
Uh.. I dont remember..

Are you in a relationship right now?
HA, fuck no.

If someone liked you, what would be the best way to let you know?
Just tell me :)

Would you care if you saw the person you like, kissing someone else?
Duh.

What is the stupidest thing you have ever done?
Cry over a jerk… & a never ending list.

Your best friend is pregnant - you say?
WHAT THE FUCK?! YOU’RE A GUY ! Lmfaoo.

Did you wake up before 8am this morning?
I went to sleep at 5:00am, of course not, lol.

Do you wear Eyeliner?
Only on special occasions.

Have you ever been asked out by someone you didn’t want to date?
YESSS, xD

What was the last song you listened to?
It’s Alright, It’s Okay - Ashley Tisdale

When was the last time you smiled?
About an hour ago.

What do you currently hear right now?
A commercial.

Do you listen to songs when you’re down?
I’m always listening to music.

Who did you last tell a secret to?
Gabby Gagaloo , lol :’D♥

What does your hair look like right now?
A messy bun, all pulled back.

Is there anyone you trust 100%?
No, Not 100%. Except God♥

Last place you went to that took more than 15 minutes?
The cubby hole where My keyboard is… ?

Is the last person you hugged older than you?
Yeaah.

Are you someone who worries too often?
Ugh, yes! :/

What was the last thing you cried about?
Over my ex boyfriend.. I dont know why though, lmao.

Think back to the last person you held hands with, would you kiss them?
I already have & never again.

Would you ever get a tattoo?
Maybe(;

Is there someone you will never forget?
Lots of people. Some that I want to forget, but probably never will.

Do you think somebody likes the same person you do?
Everyone likes him, he’s mad attractive & famous.. But he’s mine. ChristianJacobBeadles♥

When’s the last time you laughed really hard?
A few hours ago

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Gabby Gagaloo, lol :)♥

Did you enjoy your weekend?
No, not really.

What was the first thing you did this morning?
Cuddle under my blankets and wipe my tears :x

What color are your eyes?
Dark brown… Light brown in the sun.

How do you think the last person you had a thing with feels about you?
HE PROBABLY DOESN’T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ME OR MY FEELINGS.
Lol just kidding.
I KNOW HE DOESNT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ME OR MY FEELINGS.

Do you like what you see in the mirror?
Eh, it’s okay.. At times.

How’s your room looking?
MESSSAYYY.

Get asked anything ridiculous lately?
Noo.. I dont think?

What are you wearing right now?
VS Sweatpants, and a Tanktop.

What are your initals?
ATR

Is there someone you really can’t stop thinking about?
Sadly.

Are you jealous of anyone right now?
Mhm. All the beautiful girls out there.

Last text says? From who?
“Dont matter to me hun :)” - Gabby Pandasaur ;D Lol

Did you ever think someone didn’t like you, but come to find out they really did?
Yeah.. I dont remember who though.

Be honest, do you like people in general?
Eh, depends.

Do you get jealous easily?
Si.

Have you gotten into the Silly Bandz fad yet?
Ew, never have, never will.

Do you have a sister? A brother?
Noo, I have a dog..

How do you feel about Jersey Shore?
It’s stupid & shouldnt even be on TV.

Do you know what you want to be when you grow up?
A music engineer, a music composer, or a singer :)

How old are you? Birthday?
15, 3.22

Have you seen “I Love You, Man”?
Noo.

When’s the last time you got a hair cut?
March 21st, before my birthday.

Do you like your cell phone?
Better than nothing!

What’s the closest brown object near you?
The Rolo’s in my candy bowl.

Have you seen the movie ‘The Knowing’? If yes, what’d you think of it?
Nope..

Do you say “I Love You” to someone everyday?
Uh.. Sometimes. Maybe every other day?

Who have you texted today?
My Grandpa, Ralph, Brandon, Kealsey, Gabby Gagaloo, Gabby Pandasaur, Kristina, Linda, & that’s it :D

What was the last thing to piss you off?
OH. Let’s not go there.

What all has pissed you off today, if anything at all?
…. k.

What does the 10th text in your inbox say?

“Okkkk”

Who was the last person to have to deal with you having an attitude?
Uh, idk.. My best friend I guess.

If you had $100, how would you spend it?
Save it up.

What’s something you would love to have happen right now?
Christian Beadles show up at my door & take me away to New York and I get famous and we meet Demi Lovato & Me & Him get married♥ Bahaha :D

Which of your classes in school is most capable of killing a good mood for you?
AP Human Geography! I hated that class freshmen year.

Do you and your best friend(s) act the same, or are very different from eachother?
Both my bestfriends are kinda the same, yet slightly different.

On a scale of 1 to 10: 10 being the highest, how shy are you?
Um.. 5.

Is there something you should be doing right now, besides this survey?
Sleeping? I dont even know, aha.

Who did you last confide in, what did it involve?
Gabby Gagaloo, about my first relationship and being cheated on, lol.

If your current mood was a colour, what colour would it be?
Yellow?

What did you do last night?

Sing and play piano and cry and reblog and yupp.

What do you think of penguins? Or do you think of penguins?
Theyre cute ! :) & I dont think of them, lol.

If you had to spell your name differently, how would you spell it? 
I wouldnt…

What article of clothing that you own always reminds you of someone else?
My purple cheetah sweater.

Finish the sentence. Where I live, the guys are..
Weird & Unattractive.

What grade are you in?
Sophomore :D

Have you ever stared at the sun?
Not for too long. 

Are you closer to your mother or father?
Neither, honestly.

What word do you use for “soda”?
The name of the soda..

Do you eat live fish?
NO.

Do you do your own laundry? 
Sometimes.

Does your bedhead resemble Albert Einstein’s hair?
LOL YESSSSSSSS.

Honestly, do you shower every day?
Of course.

Would you ever name your son Richard?
Eww, no.

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